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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -poet (p…@asarian-host.net) writes: > X-No-Archive: yes > In article 6f351289f63676a7b16d.bafe2284085…@asarian-host.net, pegasus at > pega…@asarian-host.net wrote on 10/18/05 14:28: >> "poet" <p…@asarian-host.net> wrote in message >> news:9e673c2c0ffa45196f212.9df1dba14dd15@asarian-host.net… >>> In article dis26t$av…@theodyn.ncf.ca, Eleonore Beaudoin at >>> bc…@FreeNet.Carleton.CA wrote on 10/15/05 18:09: >>>> I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! >>> lucky for you because i have a code. >> get well sood 
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Ghost (night-ri…@Cookieshaw.ca) writes: > Eleonore Beaudoin wrote: >> Ghost (night-ri…@Cookieshaw.ca) writes: >>>Eleonore Beaudoin wrote: >>>>Talk about a loneliness support ng. >>>>I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! >>>>Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making me >>>>supported out of lonelienss;-) >>>>Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. >>>>Just now seemign to come out of it. >>>i’ve been like that since sometime last week, feeling a lil better today >>>(sunday) >> Physically…? >> Spikolodgigiddyy? >> Both? > went through a cras : >
Crash? Emotional then? Brother on your back still? Deflate his tires!;-) >> Been feeling physically very bad Friday night and Sat, nauseous, tooth and >> face lancing, that side of the skull feeling covered with water, which did >> not help the spikolodgigiddily yayay side. When one uses all they have of >> reserve of positive thoughts with n new input from life in weeks, staying >> hoem sick, their reserves getlow where a bit sicker makes them run out. > i know what you mean
Sorry for just being a moan on your days since so long now….. Hopefully we both make it back to normal very soon…. BTW, you will have to email me to give me your blog addie clearly as I can not find it…. (Donlt reply here unless you want it known to the universe of course). >> I amnaged of I cried today, just sheer fleh exuastion. > {{{{{{{{{{{{{Chloe}}}}}}}}}}}}
Thanks. S’okay. It got some liquid out of the head;-):) >> By now the lack of light affects me. We had a bitsy bit yesterday, but >> that was it for the last 7-8 dys, where the days also got shorter real >> suddenly. which means less hours of whatevr light -or lack of- to live on. >> Whgile I do not suffer from depression or manic depression, I learned that >> after three staright days without light, usually after 5 even more >> noticeably so, my batteries run lower. >> Staring at the completely black floors (dog food, bird stuff, just filth >> all over) > <looks around> > looks ok to me
We hve to talk;-) Sit down…Got to break the news: Ghost, you are *not* a seer;-):):) But a very good friend, that you are:) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> and thinking of hwo I only had this weekend and the next to not >> emabrass my sister when friends of hers (if not real pro movers) move her >> ex washign machines into my dumpy plavce, it got to look sdiscouragng to >> not be able to moe at all on Sunday and be so dead drained today. >> Just back from the laundromat… >> Went to the old place, not carign foe the sunday hurs of the new >> laundromat closer to my place-closes at 2:30 P.M. on Sundays, what a silly >> thing:(. >> At the old one, it was very quiet and near dead. Only one guy at forst. I >> think I saw him there before. Younger than me, I thought in his late >> twenties til I saw him again later and realized he probably is in his >> 3-s-40s. Too bad I did not notice before as he made a nice smile as he saw >> me walk in…..Me thought t was a kid confusing me froma distance for a >> teen, hah. That’ll teach me to try and pick ‘[em my age and not in the >> craddle. Shuld get them int eh craddeso theyc an be in hape to clean my >> place and do my laundry heheeh:). >> Anyway. >> Went nice and smooth but was a bt nervous as just as I was about to leave >> three tens looking like the lil gang ty[e got in, tryign to forst break in >> through a door that was locked, not thinking of trying the side where the >> doors were wifde opened for fresh air. >> Then the next thign I knew they were inside and staring at the change >> machine and planning hwo to break into it… >> I glanced around, There was the same guy that smiled hi at me (though inf >> act might have been both a guy in his twentis and later that one in his >> 30s-40s, I am a very bad physionomist and do not rememebr faces fast, so…). >> Glanced hsi way to see if he stillw as there as the teens (early 20s in >> fact, 19-12 sort of kids) were elbowing ech other looking myw ay. Did not >> want to eye the other guy either not to be stcuk with some hero syndrime >> guy uness my life woudl depend on it…Buyt gave myself a serious absorbed >> look, tehn seign they stull were starign my way seeming to have some >> confused plan trygn to simmer, I loked more assuredly in their direction, >> givign myself the look their momw oudl ahve, sort of thing. Not scared by >> them, not defiant, just pretending they just were kids and I noticed >> nothing scary. > shite, even i’d be nervous. with what ya hear on the news now adays > <shivers>
They were not the most serious criminals for sure, but often, being a few together makes people do thing they never woudl alone. Real glad I;d not have to go back to a lundromat….. Never saw gangs there befor,e at the old place, but was like two or three such incidents in the 1.5 hours or so I spent there this time around. As the weather gets colder, opened places without surveillance will get that way more I guess. There never is anyone workgn at that laundromat on weeknds, people just come and go, no attendee at all. Tells you how quiet this town has been up to now… I really have the impression the crime rate is going straight up, and I can not help but see it as linked to the new city they formed by joning a bunch of towns under a same city Hall. All seems to go to the old Gatineau and Aylmer, nd this old place which used to be the residential one and the surrounding tows the welfare ones 50 years ago –even 20, still- now is becoming the dump for welfare and gangs, bercause the new city will only do things for their old towns, and nothign at all be invested in Hull save for a highway that just kills more of the poor neighborhoods (laundromat is exactly by where tey are building anew highway extension, in the middleof the city, to serve Aylmer, one of the ex welfare dumps that now is investment to project developers and thew likes, where Hull is pretty much built. There no longer is a downtown to Hull, all is in Gatineau, soem in Aylmer…In aylmer, soem are set on fire criminally to rebuild a new most likely, or to instal new projects… Actibvvities and centres are all in the old Gatineau, which had no downtown ever in its construction as it treuelyw as formed by welfare people from a generation to the next building shacks by the tracks and then around those here and there. It was known as swamp and flood land. Stores opened later, with no downton, and in the last decade or two, the old city of Gatineau, thanks to coorruption such at the city hall elvel that the government had to interveine, started development projects for houses with their contractor buddies, and took some land, expulsing peope, to build a gant shopping centre. The shoppign centre was what gave life to that town and made ours completely crash. You find very few stores here, and whatever shoppign centre is deserted, with closed empty stores everywhere. They also managed to have all bars in Hull close, and started opening some in Gatineau to create a faux dowtown that later started developing around two areas. As used to be here, the main and St-Joseph. I was completely against the fusion of those cities. I tried and tried to tell people our taxes woudl only go u and only the old Gatoneau and Aylmer would gain from it, as we;d be left to die. But everyoen actually gobbled the promises of lower taxes (doh!) where they were told to not come and cry to me the next year when they got their bill. The next biull showed a substantial increase in municipal taxes, the oen after even more, etc. One of them moaned about it one day and was given the forty look by me, and lowered his head and mumbled that :they ahd said…"… Like rigggght, They would try and get elected telling poeple "your taxes will rise 40 percent a year and your town will become a gost town overnight". >> But was glad to see them get out, if I waited a moment to be sure they >> were not in the parking lot before I elft. >> Sure glad it was most lilely the last tiem I went as this town is fast >> changing to a real bunch of street gangs, vandals, mainly, with graffitis >> all over and vvandalising stuff, just to get frustratiosn out of to try and >> get some attention, be it negative. >> Just before them , another homeless guy got in to warm up and he looked >> nto too fit….probably just was shy and nervosu to be told to get aout f >> no one bugged him….But he stodd there, too close to me for conmfort. > in some cases, theres nothing for teens to do, no place of their own to > hang out,
Exactly. There is not even a downtown area whre cops or security coudl foicus. It is vandalism expressing frustratiosn and done on just about any street it would happen to fall on. The next street to mine was painted with graffitis and the likes last weekend… I give an amount, not much, unable to but still, to the neighborhood next to mie for activities to be made and a centre for youth to have stuff an actoivities, a place where they can gather, play pool or pin ball or whatever, on each pay day. If it is not my neighborhood, it is right next to it and starting to overflow on ours as well. Might as well try ad do soemthign now…. > >> >> An before those, a few guys got in that did not inspoire me distust, just >> chit chattign oegther as if warming up or gettign away from the cold >> strong winds we have today. Seemed so to me so that did not scare me, the >> aves fom them was okay. Minding their bsiness. >> A they elft, the last oen that passed the door, where I did not notice >> their faces or anything, nor who elft in what orde no coudl see the >> doorway from where I was, went : >> -Bye, Chloe! > you didn’nt reconize me? :p
LOL:) My heart skipped a beat reading that. For all I know, could have been you;-)! > – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->> I thought : >> ???????????????????? must ahve dreamt….Nah. Canlt
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Eleonore Beaudoin wrote: > Ghost (night-ri…@Cookieshaw.ca) writes: >>Eleonore Beaudoin wrote: >>>Talk about a loneliness support ng. >>>I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! >>>Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making me >>>supported out of lonelienss;-) >>>Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. >>>Just now seemign to come out of it. >>i’ve been like that since sometime last week, feeling a lil better today >>(sunday) > Physically…? > Spikolodgigiddyy? > Both?
went through a cras : > Been feeling physically very bad Friday night and Sat, nauseous, tooth and > face lancing, that side of the skull feeling covered with water, which did > not help the spikolodgigiddily yayay side. When one uses all they have of > reserve of positive thoughts with n new input from life in weeks, staying > hoem sick, their reserves getlow where a bit sicker makes them run out.
i know what you mean > I amnaged of I cried today, just sheer fleh exuastion.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{Chloe}}}}}}}}}}}} > By now the lack of light affects me. We had a bitsy bit yesterday, but > that was it for the last 7-8 dys, where the days also got shorter real > suddenly. which means less hours of whatevr light -or lack of- to live on. > Whgile I do not suffer from depression or manic depression, I learned that > after three staright days without light, usually after 5 even more > noticeably so, my batteries run lower. > Staring at the completely black floors (dog food, bird stuff, just filth > all over)
<looks around> looks ok to me and thinking of hwo I only had this weekend and the next to not – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> emabrass my sister when friends of hers (if not real pro movers) move her > ex washign machines into my dumpy plavce, it got to look sdiscouragng to > not be able to moe at all on Sunday and be so dead drained today. > Just back from the laundromat… > Went to the old place, not carign foe the sunday hurs of the new > laundromat closer to my place-closes at 2:30 P.M. on Sundays, what a silly > thing:(. > At the old one, it was very quiet and near dead. Only one guy at forst. I > think I saw him there before. Younger than me, I thought in his late > twenties til I saw him again later and realized he probably is in his > 3-s-40s. Too bad I did not notice before as he made a nice smile as he saw > me walk in…..Me thought t was a kid confusing me froma distance for a > teen, hah. That’ll teach me to try and pick ‘[em my age and not in the > craddle. Shuld get them int eh craddeso theyc an be in hape to clean my > place and do my laundry heheeh:). > Anyway. > Went nice and smooth but was a bt nervous as just as I was about to leave > three tens looking like the lil gang ty[e got in, tryign to forst break in > through a door that was locked, not thinking of trying the side where the > doors were wifde opened for fresh air. > Then the next thign I knew they were inside and staring at the change > machine and planning hwo to break into it… > I glanced around, There was the same guy that smiled hi at me (though inf > act might have been both a guy in his twentis and later that one in his > 30s-40s, I am a very bad physionomist and do not rememebr faces fast, so…). > Glanced hsi way to see if he stillw as there as the teens (early 20s in > fact, 19-12 sort of kids) were elbowing ech other looking myw ay. Did not > want to eye the other guy either not to be stcuk with some hero syndrime > guy uness my life woudl depend on it…Buyt gave myself a serious absorbed > look, tehn seign they stull were starign my way seeming to have some > confused plan trygn to simmer, I loked more assuredly in their direction, > givign myself the look their momw oudl ahve, sort of thing. Not scared by > them, not defiant, just pretending they just were kids and I noticed > nothing scary.
shite, even i’d be nervous. with what ya hear on the news now adays <shivers> > But was glad to see them get out, if I waited a moment to be sure they > were not in the parking lot before I elft. > Sure glad it was most lilely the last tiem I went as this town is fast > changing to a real bunch of street gangs, vandals, mainly, with graffitis > all over and vvandalising stuff, just to get frustratiosn out of to try and > get some attention, be it negative. > Just before them , another homeless guy got in to warm up and he looked > nto too fit….probably just was shy and nervosu to be told to get aout f > no one bugged him….But he stodd there, too close to me for conmfort.
in some cases, theres nothing for teens to do, no place of their own to hang out, > An before those, a few guys got in that did not inspoire me distust, just > chit chattign oegther as if warming up or gettign away from the cold > strong winds we have today. Seemed so to me so that did not scare me, the > aves fom them was okay. Minding their bsiness. > A they elft, the last oen that passed the door, where I did not notice > their faces or anything, nor who elft in what orde no coudl see the > doorway from where I was, went : > -Bye, Chloe!
you didn’nt reconize me? :p > I thought : > ???????????????????? must ahve dreamt….Nah. Canlt be… > But am prtty sure that was what I heard, in English.
i’ve had that happen to which left me saying to myself, who T.F was that?? – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> For the life of me, not oen clue who that coudl ever have been…. > These guys were maybe 3 or 4 together, and two or three of them sort of > ran into each other in the parking lot of the garage by the laundromat, > closed garage…Theys eemed a bunch of buddies…One looked my way a bit, > but more liek someoen distacted, not really looking o so I thought, Maybe > all that tiem he knew me and waited for me to wave hi. > Then got in the laundromat wondeign if I would reconize him and say hi, > but I never did give a direct look at all…Jst doing the laundry…. > Then as they elft, oen of thm again, coudl not see them from where I was, > going "Bye Chloe" as I said just before passing the door to get out. > Hm. > Not really a place I;d wanna be seen LOL:), as I always wear dorty clothes > to go to the laundry and never take my shower before cause I get so hot > sometimes wih the sallergies bugging me to death in there, that I take one > once back home, simply. Once I can put clean fresh clothes on after my shower. > Maybe I heard wrong, but I really dont see who else they coudl have saoid > bye to. Surely not the other guy, he did not react at all. > What crossed my mind a minute or two after I clicked on what the guy said > was "EEEK! Soemoen thatr eads me ont eh net and knew I was gonan do > laundry today???? EEeek!" > Mpft:) > But not the slightes clue. No one knows me anymore in thsi town anyway. > Dd not choke too much today as there wa practcally no one there today, so > no perfumed anti-statics. Plus there was a nice striogn wind coming n > fromt eh opened door, so that helped:)
good – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Still, gl;ad it is over. May the new machines really get here and may they > darn work for a change, again, Sick and tired of paying for used stuff > that does not work. I took the risk only cause they are my sisters and > cause they were at a codo of hers that she rented before and just sold…. > I.e. woud not trust as much f iot was her own she was ridding of, the oen > she woudl be using, as that woudl make me wodner why she is selling the. I > just he she will nto make a switch or sell them to someoen else and get me > a cheap pair thnkign I never saw them and one set or the other, bah. Cause > to me, used by tenants a fe eyars is safer than used by owners a fe years. > The last oen my sister gave me I did not pay for, someone was ridding of > them as they sat in their shed for a year. But I was not told they sat ina > shed for a year at all and my feelign was that semoen took the set that > was "for me" and gave me theirs instead, wehre they never worked properly. > Anyway. > Evcer so so glad I coudl manage the laundry and that ist is done…Of > course I mean a few clothes to wear and a blanket to sleep under, as the > rest si pied up waiting for the machnes. hard to make the hosue clean by > now without the machines, as the crutaisn are just absolutely disgisting. > I;d need the machiens to make it rpesentable before my sister comes in to > dliver the machiens to not emvbaraass her, heh. > The old oen still has water in it I never empties completely,. Ginna smell > real bad when I empty that as I can with some container/can…Bleh.
you just need a close pin 
> And then all thew dust and flufs in the basement….Mommy!!
you can goto a drug store and buy a mask that covers your mouth and nose Caughing too – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> muc these last weeks (since end of July or early August) to gave gone to > the basement and seweep dist under the stairs.Must be awful dwn there…. > Ad only oen weekend left to do it as the machines are supposed to arrive > the Friday 28th. Dunno hwo I will make it to be here, bu I must given the > dogs… > Hope they will give me a time of day so I can take time off for that from > work. All I need to do is book ahead and make it no more than 3 hours. > KNowing me, the weekend they will be stet and work, they shoudl run aroudn > the clock, and not stop until eveythign in this friggen hosue has been done. > The entire unpacking I was dogn and basement sorting was left there cause > of no washer, where there too that got all messy. > One thign for sure, the day I get a house the machines will be on the > friggen main floo. I never understodo what the idea of letting clothes > wrinkle ina dryer in soem basement ever was….:( > Down he stairs to wash, up again, dsown again to put in dryer, up again, > down again to go check if it is dry a few time,s then you always end up > mising it when it stops and have all your clothes wrikled. > Its about time I am done with laundromats,. So many clothes
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"paneon" (paneon@sdf_dot_lonestar.org) writes: >> >> Talk about a loneliness support ng. >> >> I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! >> > hmmph… I was lonely in here on Saturday night… >> > /me stamps foot and checks watch. >> Sunday here by now…. >> Monday for you or are you already Tuesday when you read this?;-) > Nope – still got 4-and-a-half days until my next weekend… > (*groan*)
Oh, go ahead, rub it in;-) Monday morning, 5:58 A.M. here… And so dizzy with the ear bugging me that I wham into walls… Hopefully it will pass before I have to drive. Usually does… (I wake up at 3 or 4 for it to have time to balance itself before I leave at 7:45 or so. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->> >> Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making me >> >> supported out of lonelienss;-) >> >> Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. >> >> Just now seemign to come out of it. >> >> Only five weeks to go before being back to almost normal and being able >> >> to put some on food and stuff people need to sort of do a bit more than >> >> survive…. >> >> In fact, 4 and a half weeks:) >> >> Pant pant pant. >> >> Gawd, will I ever make ti there! Seems like it;s been forever and > ever…. >> >> The will have to relearn how to adapt to life…. >> >> Rather than brace myself for survival all teh time. >> >> Still gotta go to laundromat tomorrow…. >> >> This time, it truely might be the last time I have to…. >> >> Yay! >> >> The new used machines coming in on Fiday the 28th better workl thsi > time >> >> and keep working, for a change. >> >> I should know soon enough with all I have piled up of duirty blankets > and >> >> pillows and cushions and curtains and drapes and…etc to wash. >> >> Started buyin small xmas pressies ahead of time. Not many, but jumping > on >> >> things before proce gopes up, for smaller presents. The bigger oens > will >> >> have to wait. >> > (*shudder*) Don’t talk about Christmas shopping. It’s only October! You >> > trying to give me a stress embolism? >> Nah, I just garb things under five bucks that are n special before all >> prices are jacked up. Most thingies are 1.99 to 4.99 max that I buy, if I >> got en at 6.99 that was okay. >> So far got an alarm clock for my youngest brother, a book for the oldest. >> e llil lambs that re funny for me, cause I hope to make a XNas scenary >> (English?) under the XMas tree one day (nativity scene) but hope to make >> it with some touch of happy nice humour to it: one lamb is sitting on its >> derriere, the other is laying on its belly, rear legs bent u feet dnagling >> obver its back, head resting on its hands (that oen will be watchng baby >> Jesus up close one day in that nativity scene) and one is made to be >> erched in the air, all legs extended as if jumping high over somehing >> where I might put it on th roof of the stable or stuck at the top of some >> nearby tree, shalls ee. Nothign else to make the nativity scene with but >> it will be a project over many years as I want each piece to both be >> unique, not made for that but used for that, each fitting the size of the >> other, and each bought for some special humour touch to it, hich can not >> be done over night… >> Oh, I have a recipe book for chinese cooking, and have ordered 6 small ons >> too for 4.999 where I can split them among nieces as a lil thing to put in >> their baskets if I ever end up doing a kitchen basket for each, to make it >> different from the perfume and soap and incense (scent basket) last > XMas… >> Ll thing or two I forget here and there. Again, just a few of the cheap >> presents, where I give kiddo a mix of small cheap one,s medium ones and >> 2-3 bigger ones, : being only me and him, only one present each would make >> the tree look naked and sad. So we always throw in things just ti make >> more boxes:). >> > > the horror… the horror… >> Are you good at doing things from scartch, with your hands? >> Those are always my favorite sort of present. Always unique then and mad >> with lots of thoughts. Maybe you coudl start ahead of time and do >> something like that, hand made? > God no – My artistic ability struggles with to cope with the mechanics of > gift-wrap, let alone hand-crafted packages of joy for relatives > miscellaneous.
Then offer people some gift wrap paper, hand made. This way you donlt have to wrap it, and you leave them the dirty job:) So then, any talent with your feet maybe?;-) > > (-paneon)
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> >> Talk about a loneliness support ng. > >> I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! > > hmmph… I was lonely in here on Saturday night… > > /me stamps foot and checks watch. > Sunday here by now…. > Monday for you or are you already Tuesday when you read this?;-)
Nope – still got 4-and-a-half days until my next weekend… (*groan*) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> >> Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making me > >> supported out of lonelienss;-) > >> Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. > >> Just now seemign to come out of it. > >> Only five weeks to go before being back to almost normal and being able > >> to put some on food and stuff people need to sort of do a bit more than > >> survive…. > >> In fact, 4 and a half weeks:) > >> Pant pant pant. > >> Gawd, will I ever make ti there! Seems like it;s been forever and ever…. > >> The will have to relearn how to adapt to life…. > >> Rather than brace myself for survival all teh time. > >> Still gotta go to laundromat tomorrow…. > >> This time, it truely might be the last time I have to…. > >> Yay! > >> The new used machines coming in on Fiday the 28th better workl thsi time > >> and keep working, for a change. > >> I should know soon enough with all I have piled up of duirty blankets and > >> pillows and cushions and curtains and drapes and…etc to wash. > >> Started buyin small xmas pressies ahead of time. Not many, but jumping on > >> things before proce gopes up, for smaller presents. The bigger oens will > >> have to wait. > > (*shudder*) Don’t talk about Christmas shopping. It’s only October! You > > trying to give me a stress embolism? > Nah, I just garb things under five bucks that are n special before all > prices are jacked up. Most thingies are 1.99 to 4.99 max that I buy, if I > got en at 6.99 that was okay. > So far got an alarm clock for my youngest brother, a book for the oldest. > e llil lambs that re funny for me, cause I hope to make a XNas scenary > (English?) under the XMas tree one day (nativity scene) but hope to make > it with some touch of happy nice humour to it: one lamb is sitting on its > derriere, the other is laying on its belly, rear legs bent u feet dnagling > obver its back, head resting on its hands (that oen will be watchng baby > Jesus up close one day in that nativity scene) and one is made to be > erched in the air, all legs extended as if jumping high over somehing > where I might put it on th roof of the stable or stuck at the top of some > nearby tree, shalls ee. Nothign else to make the nativity scene with but > it will be a project over many years as I want each piece to both be > unique, not made for that but used for that, each fitting the size of the > other, and each bought for some special humour touch to it, hich can not > be done over night… > Oh, I have a recipe book for chinese cooking, and have ordered 6 small ons > too for 4.999 where I can split them among nieces as a lil thing to put in > their baskets if I ever end up doing a kitchen basket for each, to make it > different from the perfume and soap and incense (scent basket) last XMas… > Ll thing or two I forget here and there. Again, just a few of the cheap > presents, where I give kiddo a mix of small cheap one,s medium ones and > 2-3 bigger ones, : being only me and him, only one present each would make > the tree look naked and sad. So we always throw in things just ti make > more boxes:). > > > the horror… the horror… > Are you good at doing things from scartch, with your hands? > Those are always my favorite sort of present. Always unique then and mad > with lots of thoughts. Maybe you coudl start ahead of time and do > something like that, hand made?
God no – My artistic ability struggles with to cope with the mechanics of gift-wrap, let alone hand-crafted packages of joy for relatives miscellaneous. (-paneon)
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"paneon" (paneon@sdf_dot_lonestar.org) writes: >> Talk about a loneliness support ng. >> I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! > hmmph… I was lonely in here on Saturday night… > /me stamps foot and checks watch.
Sunday here by now…. Monday for you or are you already Tuesday when you read this?;-) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->> Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making me >> supported out of lonelienss;-) >> Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. >> Just now seemign to come out of it. >> Only five weeks to go before being back to almost normal and being able >> to put some on food and stuff people need to sort of do a bit more than >> survive…. >> In fact, 4 and a half weeks:) >> Pant pant pant. >> Gawd, will I ever make ti there! Seems like it;s been forever and ever…. >> The will have to relearn how to adapt to life…. >> Rather than brace myself for survival all teh time. >> Still gotta go to laundromat tomorrow…. >> This time, it truely might be the last time I have to…. >> Yay! >> The new used machines coming in on Fiday the 28th better workl thsi time >> and keep working, for a change. >> I should know soon enough with all I have piled up of duirty blankets and >> pillows and cushions and curtains and drapes and…etc to wash. >> Started buyin small xmas pressies ahead of time. Not many, but jumping on >> things before proce gopes up, for smaller presents. The bigger oens will >> have to wait. > (*shudder*) Don’t talk about Christmas shopping. It’s only October! You > trying to give me a stress embolism?
Nah, I just garb things under five bucks that are n special before all prices are jacked up. Most thingies are 1.99 to 4.99 max that I buy, if I got en at 6.99 that was okay. So far got an alarm clock for my youngest brother, a book for the oldest. e llil lambs that re funny for me, cause I hope to make a XNas scenary (English?) under the XMas tree one day (nativity scene) but hope to make it with some touch of happy nice humour to it: one lamb is sitting on its derriere, the other is laying on its belly, rear legs bent u feet dnagling obver its back, head resting on its hands (that oen will be watchng baby Jesus up close one day in that nativity scene) and one is made to be erched in the air, all legs extended as if jumping high over somehing where I might put it on th roof of the stable or stuck at the top of some nearby tree, shalls ee. Nothign else to make the nativity scene with but it will be a project over many years as I want each piece to both be unique, not made for that but used for that, each fitting the size of the other, and each bought for some special humour touch to it, hich can not be done over night… Oh, I have a recipe book for chinese cooking, and have ordered 6 small ons too for 4.999 where I can split them among nieces as a lil thing to put in their baskets if I ever end up doing a kitchen basket for each, to make it different from the perfume and soap and incense (scent basket) last XMas… Ll thing or two I forget here and there. Again, just a few of the cheap presents, where I give kiddo a mix of small cheap one,s medium ones and 2-3 bigger ones, : being only me and him, only one present each would make the tree look naked and sad. So we always throw in things just ti make more boxes:). > > the horror… the horror… Are you good at doing things from scartch, with your hands? Those are always my favorite sort of present. Always unique then and mad with lots of thoughts. Maybe you coudl start ahead of time and do something like that, hand made? > > >> – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->> But it will be that much already done and leaving more elbow room with the >> pay checks… >> It stopped raining today…If it dries up a bt, maybe I can do the yard >> stuff tomorrow after the laundromat…if that darn lower back pain does >> not come back. Dunno why that one deided to bug me. Phoen rang, I sparng >> from bed too fast to answer, hurt my lower back twistign something teh >> wrong way. Got to the phone, nothing. Sounded like when it s one of those >> commercal automatic dialers to get your number for survey lists:( >> A hot bath hlped gettign the lowerr back to feeling normal again, if I;d >> not try to work in the cold with that nor even try and work on >> floors…yet I must get things done somehow. >> The flu, well, the caugh is never as bad at home as it is at work given >> the citrus at work. >> But the had still feels filled with loiquids on the right side, and I feel >> weak physically, not strong at all, all reserves used up and energy > drained. >> Takes patience….. >> Maddenign thing to be forced to stare at walls all day, waiting for the >> body to get back on its feet…. >> Saw Superman 2 this afternoon. Jad missed a short 1 minute part the ast >> time that I wanted to see for having missed it each time it played this >> week. But this time if I managed to stay awake, hey cut that very minute >> for an ad!!!!! ARRRRGH. So I still dunno owcome Superman who had given up >> his powers and was told he could not have them back, got them back anyway. >> Talk about an important mionute in the story to cut out –or to sleep >> through:). >> All I saw in one f the times they payed it was that he foudn a cristal >> that Lois had left on an ice block where she had sat. I figured he >> inserted it somwewhere I;d ather nt imagine;-):):), and it gave him powahs >> again….? >> I ain’t gonan atch it a fourth time just to get that lousy minute anyway. >> Superman 2 is boring, what’s her face was right (the gal who plays Lois). >> I coud not help t thin that Reeve was very lucky to get such a role as he >> is not very outstanding as an actor. Way to "Theatrical" a way to play but >> I guess that in thsoe days, superheroes from cartoons had to be played >> that way. >> Babble babble. >> Gonna go back to tv since no one else is lonely here on a Staurday night, >> everyoen being married and paired up or out on a date or two, obviously;-) >> La’er. > yep – I’m paired up all right. I’ve got an arthritic flatualant dog to look > after. > /me wanders off grumbling….
LOL:) One of the two is flatulent since brth, Lad. I say Scotty beam *him* up!!;-) Then poor Eat-Eat is so bad…This weekend with the rain he did not even try to get up to do his things, twice, doing under hmself…I hope he manages better now, as I;d hate to ahve to have hm -or any pet- put under. He did get up after it stopped raining though to go out, But makes for a depressing sort of time to constantly have "death" on my mind, with wondering if my dog made the night since two years nw, each night, and with wondering if my mom will be there tomorrow, next week, etc…. Just so happens that all that is dear to me from mom to dogs to birds will all be of old age and dying of old age time at the same time…. Tough to then constantly bring one’s self back to lively thoughts each morning. Right now, if you were nearby and had warm hands, I;d beg you to follow me all day puttign your warm hands on my lower back. Got soem cold there specially on the left side, it seems…I think I figured out why. I sleep on the couch since years, for one thing, to not be far in case somethign bd woudl happen to the aging dogs. Then there is a draft near the couch due to the patio door, even when closed: cold hittign the gl;ass doors anyway. And the blanket I had was a sort of comforter, not doubled, and in cotton, cold on the bones like cotton can be…. This morning, as lad sneaked up and took my pillow after I went to the washroom, I pulled it from under him and slept with my ehad the other way, not oving him, that left ide then feeling the cold blanket instantly and knowign where the pain came from then. Cold draft and cotton blankets. Sigh… I so need a weekend or 16 in a row with no flu and n pain to be able to catch u on very very urgent clean up in here. With all tem pets, being sick sicne end of Jly makes it so that the place coud be condemned by the city if anyone walked in and saw the stae it is in. Amd sicne some poele are coming to move the old washer and druer out and get the new ones in….ARGH. It needs done and two weekends woudl not ahve been enough, and one wqas wasted on my silly lower back aching. Gotta do the aundromat thing this morning or earerly afternoon as they decided to close at 2:30 on Sundays now (talk aboutbad management:()… Hope the lower back warms up before then…. Hmpf. Did not sleep enough, with waking up to try and spy if Eat Eat was breathing…. If he was the one that farts I coudl know he was alive by the smell, but nope, it is the other one that does;-);-) C > > (-paneon) > —
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Your Name Here=Harvey (k…@ing.notin.aus) writes: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> In article <ditjab$5g…@theodyn.ncf.ca>, bc…@FreeNet.Carleton.CA says… >>> The irony of life – Superman gets put into a wheelchair. >>Indeed. Irony is way too weak a word, and not qwuite it either. Tragedy is >>closer, maybe… >>I always wondered if in a way it was not a relief to nto ave to meet fans >>expectign hm to fly to their rescue al the time…. >>Or if tyo hm, the challenge was exctly like a superman >>conquest….Conquering the impossible…. >>But how so so so s hard this must have been to him….To anyone it must be >>so horrible:(….But to have to make it before the eyes of super expecting >>demanding fans….. >>I winder if t was a stimulant or a downer for him, the fact that fans >>would expect Superman to get out of it in a phone booth moment. >>I actually rememebr happenign to see his fall… >>And as he fell and did not move, saying out loud to my father then "PO >>lord…can you imagine if he ws paralysed? Aw, man, the awful horrible >>tragic irony:(". >>I remember watching the news to hear if he was okay…. >>Then a show where he was to have hs forst major public apearance where >>everyoen dreamt of a miracle all right and of seing the curtain open to a >>man walking against all odds…But nope…He was in his wheel chair….But >>smiling THAT big whch was worth ever so much….. >>I wonder hwo much those in wheelchairs found inspiration in him and his >>life story….I guess they coudl not say "But you donlt understand! I had >>a life before!", givenm that they knew what his life was like before…. >>> Sonny Bono dies while skiing. (He hit a tree?) >>It did not hit me as a giant being crushed, somehow (?). >>Maybe more like an opportinust finding opportunity knocked "head on" one time >>too many…I have the impression tat somehtign in his life was about >>opportunism and just happening to be at a certain moment at a certain >>time, and using others as much as the moment, wher without others nor >>these moment,s he’d never have been known. In short…I did not see the >>talent in him. >>(sorry to his fans). >>> There is some hope for spinal injuries, via stemm cells. >>> They don’t know how it quite works, but they are trialing it out. >>> We have those magic stemm cells in us, but they are so few, naturally. >>> Scientists zip them out of you, multiply them in the lab, and inject them >>> back in, but into needed areas. >>What is declared for money grants is not near done just for that much. >>Canada declared it found a vaccine agaist aids this year. But have not >>heard of any vaccination clinic in the making yet eihter…;-) >>It will come. Maybe when we are old(er?:)). Maybe after we are gone. >>But oine day will come where all dna will be traced and poeple re-created to >>populate new planets. >>Sometime some thoughts about a book about their finding one more person’s >>dna when they will have thought they got it all or when it will only hapen >>once in a blue moon pops in my head… >>Sometiems I then think hat maybe they woudl not re-create poeple that >>coudl be id as Hitler and as saddists, where then maybe that will happen >>to coincide with their not beign "waken up for eternal life". >>But then again the world as it is woudl be insane enough to re-create them >>thinking they are grand enogh to keep them in the right path…. >>Unless the really get to understand all genes and what makes t so that in >>37 lives, they still woudl be the exact same personalities with the same dna >>sequence. >>Will there one day be museums of horrors where the real saddists >>ones throughout history will be kept and fed for others to see them go > through >>glass walls? >>And where would Eistein be put? >>In the good club or the bad one? >>Tlaking about irony, would it not be quite ""ironic" if science decded to >>put him in the "bad bunch" club…" Would they be impartial enough to even >>asses where to put him?;-) >>> Harvey > A person is not their physical body. Not really. > In that the physical requires a ’spirit’ within to animate it. > We think of that spirit in terms of personality and consciousness. > Let’s say you can clone a Hitler, from some DNA that is left behind, > like a hair sample. Not a good example, as some scientist will say that > is not possible, it has to be something more substantial than that. > Anyway you have recreated before you, some physical body, that looks like > Hitler, in the flesh, and it’s animated. It’s alive! > You won’t have the mind of Hitler inside, unless he decides to be that > person in that body. What you’ll get is some other entity, who wishes > to go through the human experience (again) here. Someone who may look like > Hitler, and talk like him? (if raised with a similar language background) – > but he wouldn’t think like him, or be him.
I most cases, no. In some, it might be more unavoidavble than we think,. It woudl not eb the same life events that woudl form the cahracter, ad a genetic mental illness, for instance, might have other manifestatiosn than a hatred of jew or whatever ese oen had for a fixation/saddistic object. But f the mental inlness is genetic, then there will be a mental illness, and if it was say saddism, odd are it would be again, if again oit might be reflected on other things depending on the life experience of a clone, I imagine. In most cases ilnesses coudl be altered just by the life experiewnces being other, But perhaps in marked dementia cases, it woudl still rmain of a same category. Eg: extreme saddist/power monger. But generally seaking, yes, I happen to agree with you that the life events woudl shape the person entirely differently. Even physical apearnce woudl then be changed. > > You know the nature versus nurture debate. > > If Hitler did wish to live again here, in some body, that somebody > recreates (in the above example) – he wouldn’t be the same old Hitler, he’ll > be a different person altogether. If he has the same attributes and abilities, > desires, etc, maybe he would be a worse? Hitler than he was previously. > If he desired to pursue the same course in life again. > He has a choice.
You are talking reincarnation. I was just throwign creative ideas and associations, not in a belief way at all. Not beliefs nor propaganda, just chit chating and throwing ideas unreflected. > Harvey
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In article <ditjab$5g…@theodyn.ncf.ca>, bc…@FreeNet.Carleton.CA says… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->> The irony of life – Superman gets put into a wheelchair. >Indeed. Irony is way too weak a word, and not qwuite it either. Tragedy is >closer, maybe… >I always wondered if in a way it was not a relief to nto ave to meet fans >expectign hm to fly to their rescue al the time…. >Or if tyo hm, the challenge was exctly like a superman >conquest….Conquering the impossible…. >But how so so so s hard this must have been to him….To anyone it must be >so horrible:(….But to have to make it before the eyes of super expecting >demanding fans….. >I winder if t was a stimulant or a downer for him, the fact that fans >would expect Superman to get out of it in a phone booth moment. >I actually rememebr happenign to see his fall… >And as he fell and did not move, saying out loud to my father then "PO >lord…can you imagine if he ws paralysed? Aw, man, the awful horrible >tragic irony:(". >I remember watching the news to hear if he was okay…. >Then a show where he was to have hs forst major public apearance where >everyoen dreamt of a miracle all right and of seing the curtain open to a >man walking against all odds…But nope…He was in his wheel chair….But >smiling THAT big whch was worth ever so much….. >I wonder hwo much those in wheelchairs found inspiration in him and his >life story….I guess they coudl not say "But you donlt understand! I had >a life before!", givenm that they knew what his life was like before…. >> Sonny Bono dies while skiing. (He hit a tree?) >It did not hit me as a giant being crushed, somehow (?). >Maybe more like an opportinust finding opportunity knocked "head on" one time >too many…I have the impression tat somehtign in his life was about >opportunism and just happening to be at a certain moment at a certain >time, and using others as much as the moment, wher without others nor >these moment,s he’d never have been known. In short…I did not see the >talent in him. >(sorry to his fans). >> There is some hope for spinal injuries, via stemm cells. >> They don’t know how it quite works, but they are trialing it out. >> We have those magic stemm cells in us, but they are so few, naturally. >> Scientists zip them out of you, multiply them in the lab, and inject them >> back in, but into needed areas. >What is declared for money grants is not near done just for that much. >Canada declared it found a vaccine agaist aids this year. But have not >heard of any vaccination clinic in the making yet eihter…;-) >It will come. Maybe when we are old(er?:)). Maybe after we are gone. >But oine day will come where all dna will be traced and poeple re-created to >populate new planets. >Sometime some thoughts about a book about their finding one more person’s >dna when they will have thought they got it all or when it will only hapen >once in a blue moon pops in my head… >Sometiems I then think hat maybe they woudl not re-create poeple that >coudl be id as Hitler and as saddists, where then maybe that will happen >to coincide with their not beign "waken up for eternal life". >But then again the world as it is woudl be insane enough to re-create them >thinking they are grand enogh to keep them in the right path…. >Unless the really get to understand all genes and what makes t so that in >37 lives, they still woudl be the exact same personalities with the same dna >sequence. >Will there one day be museums of horrors where the real saddists >ones throughout history will be kept and fed for others to see them go through >glass walls? >And where would Eistein be put? >In the good club or the bad one? >Tlaking about irony, would it not be quite ""ironic" if science decded to >put him in the "bad bunch" club…" Would they be impartial enough to even >asses where to put him?;-) >> Harvey
A person is not their physical body. Not really. In that the physical requires a ’spirit’ within to animate it. We think of that spirit in terms of personality and consciousness. Let’s say you can clone a Hitler, from some DNA that is left behind, like a hair sample. Not a good example, as some scientist will say that is not possible, it has to be something more substantial than that. Anyway you have recreated before you, some physical body, that looks like Hitler, in the flesh, and it’s animated. It’s alive! You won’t have the mind of Hitler inside, unless he decides to be that person in that body. What you’ll get is some other entity, who wishes to go through the human experience (again) here. Someone who may look like Hitler, and talk like him? (if raised with a similar language background) – but he wouldn’t think like him, or be him. You know the nature versus nurture debate. If Hitler did wish to live again here, in some body, that somebody recreates (in the above example) – he wouldn’t be the same old Hitler, he’ll be a different person altogether. If he has the same attributes and abilities, desires, etc, maybe he would be a worse? Hitler than he was previously. If he desired to pursue the same course in life again. He has a choice. Harvey
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Ghost (night-ri…@Cookieshaw.ca) writes: > Eleonore Beaudoin wrote: >> Talk about a loneliness support ng. >> I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! >> Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making me >> supported out of lonelienss;-) >> Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. >> Just now seemign to come out of it. > i’ve been like that since sometime last week, feeling a lil better today > (sunday)
Physically…? Spikolodgigiddyy? Both? Been feeling physically very bad Friday night and Sat, nauseous, tooth and face lancing, that side of the skull feeling covered with water, which did not help the spikolodgigiddily yayay side. When one uses all they have of reserve of positive thoughts with n new input from life in weeks, staying hoem sick, their reserves getlow where a bit sicker makes them run out. I amnaged of I cried today, just sheer fleh exuastion. By now the lack of light affects me. We had a bitsy bit yesterday, but that was it for the last 7-8 dys, where the days also got shorter real suddenly. which means less hours of whatevr light -or lack of- to live on. Whgile I do not suffer from depression or manic depression, I learned that after three staright days without light, usually after 5 even more noticeably so, my batteries run lower. Staring at the completely black floors (dog food, bird stuff, just filth all over) and thinking of hwo I only had this weekend and the next to not emabrass my sister when friends of hers (if not real pro movers) move her ex washign machines into my dumpy plavce, it got to look sdiscouragng to not be able to moe at all on Sunday and be so dead drained today. Just back from the laundromat… Went to the old place, not carign foe the sunday hurs of the new laundromat closer to my place-closes at 2:30 P.M. on Sundays, what a silly thing:(. At the old one, it was very quiet and near dead. Only one guy at forst. I think I saw him there before. Younger than me, I thought in his late twenties til I saw him again later and realized he probably is in his 3-s-40s. Too bad I did not notice before as he made a nice smile as he saw me walk in…..Me thought t was a kid confusing me froma distance for a teen, hah. That’ll teach me to try and pick ‘[em my age and not in the craddle. Shuld get them int eh craddeso theyc an be in hape to clean my place and do my laundry heheeh:). Anyway. Went nice and smooth but was a bt nervous as just as I was about to leave three tens looking like the lil gang ty[e got in, tryign to forst break in through a door that was locked, not thinking of trying the side where the doors were wifde opened for fresh air. Then the next thign I knew they were inside and staring at the change machine and planning hwo to break into it… I glanced around, There was the same guy that smiled hi at me (though inf act might have been both a guy in his twentis and later that one in his 30s-40s, I am a very bad physionomist and do not rememebr faces fast, so…). Glanced hsi way to see if he stillw as there as the teens (early 20s in fact, 19-12 sort of kids) were elbowing ech other looking myw ay. Did not want to eye the other guy either not to be stcuk with some hero syndrime guy uness my life woudl depend on it…Buyt gave myself a serious absorbed look, tehn seign they stull were starign my way seeming to have some confused plan trygn to simmer, I loked more assuredly in their direction, givign myself the look their momw oudl ahve, sort of thing. Not scared by them, not defiant, just pretending they just were kids and I noticed nothing scary. But was glad to see them get out, if I waited a moment to be sure they were not in the parking lot before I elft. Sure glad it was most lilely the last tiem I went as this town is fast changing to a real bunch of street gangs, vandals, mainly, with graffitis all over and vvandalising stuff, just to get frustratiosn out of to try and get some attention, be it negative. Just before them , another homeless guy got in to warm up and he looked nto too fit….probably just was shy and nervosu to be told to get aout f no one bugged him….But he stodd there, too close to me for conmfort. An before those, a few guys got in that did not inspoire me distust, just chit chattign oegther as if warming up or gettign away from the cold strong winds we have today. Seemed so to me so that did not scare me, the aves fom them was okay. Minding their bsiness. A they elft, the last oen that passed the door, where I did not notice their faces or anything, nor who elft in what orde no coudl see the doorway from where I was, went : -Bye, Chloe! I thought : ???????????????????? must ahve dreamt….Nah. Canlt be… But am prtty sure that was what I heard, in English. For the life of me, not oen clue who that coudl ever have been…. These guys were maybe 3 or 4 together, and two or three of them sort of ran into each other in the parking lot of the garage by the laundromat, closed garage…Theys eemed a bunch of buddies…One looked my way a bit, but more liek someoen distacted, not really looking o so I thought, Maybe all that tiem he knew me and waited for me to wave hi. Then got in the laundromat wondeign if I would reconize him and say hi, but I never did give a direct look at all…Jst doing the laundry…. Then as they elft, oen of thm again, coudl not see them from where I was, going "Bye Chloe" as I said just before passing the door to get out. Hm. Not really a place I;d wanna be seen LOL:), as I always wear dorty clothes to go to the laundry and never take my shower before cause I get so hot sometimes wih the sallergies bugging me to death in there, that I take one once back home, simply. Once I can put clean fresh clothes on after my shower. Maybe I heard wrong, but I really dont see who else they coudl have saoid bye to. Surely not the other guy, he did not react at all. What crossed my mind a minute or two after I clicked on what the guy said was "EEEK! Soemoen thatr eads me ont eh net and knew I was gonan do laundry today???? EEeek!" Mpft:) But not the slightes clue. No one knows me anymore in thsi town anyway. Dd not choke too much today as there wa practcally no one there today, so no perfumed anti-statics. Plus there was a nice striogn wind coming n fromt eh opened door, so that helped:) Still, gl;ad it is over. May the new machines really get here and may they darn work for a change, again, Sick and tired of paying for used stuff that does not work. I took the risk only cause they are my sisters and cause they were at a codo of hers that she rented before and just sold…. I.e. woud not trust as much f iot was her own she was ridding of, the oen she woudl be using, as that woudl make me wodner why she is selling the. I just he she will nto make a switch or sell them to someoen else and get me a cheap pair thnkign I never saw them and one set or the other, bah. Cause to me, used by tenants a fe eyars is safer than used by owners a fe years. The last oen my sister gave me I did not pay for, someone was ridding of them as they sat in their shed for a year. But I was not told they sat ina shed for a year at all and my feelign was that semoen took the set that was "for me" and gave me theirs instead, wehre they never worked properly. Anyway. Evcer so so glad I coudl manage the laundry and that ist is done…Of course I mean a few clothes to wear and a blanket to sleep under, as the rest si pied up waiting for the machnes. hard to make the hosue clean by now without the machines, as the crutaisn are just absolutely disgisting. I;d need the machiens to make it rpesentable before my sister comes in to dliver the machiens to not emvbaraass her, heh. The old oen still has water in it I never empties completely,. Ginna smell real bad when I empty that as I can with some container/can…Bleh. And then all thew dust and flufs in the basement….Mommy!! Caughing too muc these last weeks (since end of July or early August) to gave gone to the basement and seweep dist under the stairs.Must be awful dwn there…. Ad only oen weekend left to do it as the machines are supposed to arrive the Friday 28th. Dunno hwo I will make it to be here, bu I must given the dogs… Hope they will give me a time of day so I can take time off for that from work. All I need to do is book ahead and make it no more than 3 hours. KNowing me, the weekend they will be stet and work, they shoudl run aroudn the clock, and not stop until eveythign in this friggen hosue has been done. The entire unpacking I was dogn and basement sorting was left there cause of no washer, where there too that got all messy. One thign for sure, the day I get a house the machines will be on the friggen main floo. I never understodo what the idea of letting clothes wrinkle ina dryer in soem basement ever was….:( Down he stairs to wash, up again, dsown again to put in dryer, up again, down again to go check if it is dry a few time,s then you always end up mising it when it stops and have all your clothes wrikled. Its about time I am done with laundromats,. So many clothes got staned with machines, or liek today, some were ruend case someoen elft kl;neenex yuks in a washe that all got stuck on my sweaters….Or one washer if you set it on cold woudl only give hot where two more tops shank. Got nothign left and I rfuse to buy to have some place I pay for a service ruin the new stuff too, nah! Stopped at bank, paid bills….a balance left on gas, on cale and on power. But visa and half of the others already paid…. Depending on the paycheck and f it was a raise I ahd the last time or just a one tiem adjustment, I will either come clear this pay or the next for bills, and the next (in 17 fdays) for the rents, where there ill be soem elft in Mid November only, where I have to put 600 aside for mom, and put aside for vsa to pay the deember rent on he pay of late Nvember, then all in tip top dshape, only curret blls, … read more »
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Eleonore Beaudoin wrote: > "Visi Caulk Mah Pnats" (T…@T.com) writes: > > Eleonore Beaudoin wrote: > >> Talk about a loneliness support ng. > >> I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! > >> Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making > me >> supported out of lonelienss;-) > >> Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. > >> Just now seemign to come out of it. > >> Only five weeks to go before being back to almost normal and being > >> able to put some on food and stuff people need to sort of do a bit > >> more than survive…. > >> In fact, 4 and a half weeks:) > >> Pant pant pant. > >> Gawd, will I ever make ti there! Seems like it;s been forever and > >> ever…. > >> The will have to relearn how to adapt to life…. > >> Rather than brace myself for survival all teh time. > >> Still gotta go to laundromat tomorrow…. > >> This time, it truely might be the last time I have to…. > >> Yay! > >> The new used machines coming in on Fiday the 28th better workl thsi > >> time and keep working, for a change. > >> I should know soon enough with all I have piled up of duirty > blankets >> and pillows and cushions and curtains and drapes > and…etc to wash. >> > >> Started buyin small xmas pressies ahead of time. Not many, but > >> jumping on things before proce gopes up, for smaller presents. The > >> bigger oens will have to wait. > >> But it will be that much already done and leaving more elbow room > >> with the pay checks… > >> It stopped raining today…If it dries up a bt, maybe I can do the > >> yard stuff tomorrow after the laundromat…if that darn lower back > >> pain does not come back. Dunno why that one deided to bug me. Phoen > >> rang, I sparng from bed too fast to answer, hurt my lower back > >> twistign something teh wrong way. Got to the phone, nothing. > Sounded >> like when it s one of those commercal automatic dialers to > get your >> number for survey lists:( > >> A hot bath hlped gettign the lowerr back to feeling normal again, > if >> I;d not try to work in the cold with that nor even try and work > on >> floors…yet I must get things done somehow. > >> The flu, well, the caugh is never as bad at home as it is at work > >> given the citrus at work. > >> But the had still feels filled with loiquids on the right side, > and I >> feel weak physically, not strong at all, all reserves used > up and >> energy drained. Takes patience….. > >> Maddenign thing to be forced to stare at walls all day, waiting for > >> the body to get back on its feet…. > >> Saw Superman 2 this afternoon. Jad missed a short 1 minute part the > >> ast time that I wanted to see for having missed it each time it > >> played this week. But this time if I managed to stay awake, hey cut > >> that very minute for an ad!!!!! ARRRRGH. So I still dunno owcome > >> Superman who had given up his powers and was told he could not have > >> them back, got them back anyway. Talk about an important mionute > in >> the story to cut out –or to sleep through:). > >> All I saw in one f the times they payed it was that he foudn a > cristal >> that Lois had left on an ice block where she had sat. I > figured he >> inserted it somwewhere I;d ather nt imagine;-):):), and > it gave him >> powahs again….? > >> I ain’t gonan atch it a fourth time just to get that lousy minute > >> anyway. Superman 2 is boring, what’s her face was right (the gal > who >> plays Lois). > >> I coud not help t thin that Reeve was very lucky to get such a role > >> as he is not very outstanding as an actor. Way to "Theatrical" a > way >> to play but I guess that in thsoe days, superheroes from > cartoons had >> to be played that way. > >> Babble babble. > >> Gonna go back to tv since no one else is lonely here on a Staurday > >> night, everyoen being married and paired up or out on a date or > two, >> obviously;-) > >> La’er. > > Im here and watching ren and stimpy > I think they got censured here a few years ago already. > > —
lol they did?! I have it on dvd. —
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Eleonore Beaudoin wrote: > Talk about a loneliness support ng. > I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! > Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making me > supported out of lonelienss;-) > Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. > Just now seemign to come out of it.
i’ve been like that since sometime last week, feeling a lil better today (sunday) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Only five weeks to go before being back to almost normal and being able > to put some on food and stuff people need to sort of do a bit more than > survive…. > In fact, 4 and a half weeks:) > Pant pant pant. > Gawd, will I ever make ti there! Seems like it;s been forever and ever…. > The will have to relearn how to adapt to life…. > Rather than brace myself for survival all teh time. > Still gotta go to laundromat tomorrow…. > This time, it truely might be the last time I have to…. > Yay!
*input sound bite* <crowd cheers> > The new used machines coming in on Fiday the 28th better workl thsi time > and keep working, for a change. > I should know soon enough with all I have piled up of duirty blankets and > pillows and cushions and curtains and drapes and…etc to wash.
if you can, save the pillows and curtains for the laundomat. > Started buyin small xmas pressies ahead of time. Not many, but jumping on > things before proce gopes up, for smaller presents. The bigger oens will > have to wait.
i don’t mind waiting > But it will be that much already done and leaving more elbow room with the > pay checks… > It stopped raining today…If it dries up a bt, maybe I can do the yard > stuff tomorrow after the laundromat…if that darn lower back pain does > not come back. Dunno why that one deided to bug me. Phoen rang, I sparng > from bed too fast to answer, hurt my lower back twistign something teh > wrong way. Got to the phone, nothing. Sounded like when it s one of those > commercal automatic dialers to get your number for survey lists:(
thats the one thing i don’t miss about having a dog, yard clean up :p – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> A hot bath hlped gettign the lowerr back to feeling normal again, if I;d > not try to work in the cold with that nor even try and work on > floors…yet I must get things done somehow. > The flu, well, the caugh is never as bad at home as it is at work given > the citrus at work. > But the had still feels filled with loiquids on the right side, and I feel > weak physically, not strong at all, all reserves used up and energy drained. > Takes patience….. > Maddenign thing to be forced to stare at walls all day, waiting for the > body to get back on its feet…. > Saw Superman 2 this afternoon. Jad missed a short 1 minute part the ast > time that I wanted to see for having missed it each time it played this > week. But this time if I managed to stay awake, hey cut that very minute > for an ad!!!!! ARRRRGH. So I still dunno owcome Superman who had given up > his powers and was told he could not have them back, got them back anyway. > Talk about an important mionute in the story to cut out –or to sleep > through:). > All I saw in one f the times they payed it was that he foudn a cristal > that Lois had left on an ice block where she had sat. I figured he > inserted it somwewhere I;d ather nt imagine;-):):), and it gave him powahs > again….? > I ain’t gonan atch it a fourth time just to get that lousy minute anyway. > Superman 2 is boring, what’s her face was right (the gal who plays Lois).
thought i could hear someone snoring :p > I coud not help t thin that Reeve was very lucky to get such a role as he > is not very outstanding as an actor. Way to "Theatrical" a way to play but > I guess that in thsoe days, superheroes from cartoons had to be played > that way.
there are actors still like that today. > Babble babble.
yadda yadda yada > Gonna go back to tv since no one else is lonely here on a Staurday night, > everyoen being married and paired up or out on a date or two, obviously;-) > La’er.
i was gonna reply to your post last night, and say we could cuddle together, but you’d be in bed and people might get the wrong idea :p ghost > —
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"Visi Caulk Mah Pnats" (T…@T.com) writes: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Eleonore Beaudoin wrote: >> "Visi Caulk Mah Pnats" (T…@T.com) writes: >> > Eleonore Beaudoin wrote: >> >> Talk about a loneliness support ng. >> >> I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! >> >> Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making >> me >> supported out of lonelienss;-) >> >> Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. >> >> Just now seemign to come out of it. >> >> Only five weeks to go before being back to almost normal and being >> >> able to put some on food and stuff people need to sort of do a bit >> >> more than survive…. >> >> In fact, 4 and a half weeks:) >> >> Pant pant pant. >> >> Gawd, will I ever make ti there! Seems like it;s been forever and >> >> ever…. >> >> The will have to relearn how to adapt to life…. >> >> Rather than brace myself for survival all teh time. >> >> Still gotta go to laundromat tomorrow…. >> >> This time, it truely might be the last time I have to…. >> >> Yay! >> >> The new used machines coming in on Fiday the 28th better workl thsi >> >> time and keep working, for a change. >> >> I should know soon enough with all I have piled up of duirty >> blankets >> and pillows and cushions and curtains and drapes >> and…etc to wash. >> >> >> Started buyin small xmas pressies ahead of time. Not many, but >> >> jumping on things before proce gopes up, for smaller presents. The >> >> bigger oens will have to wait. >> >> But it will be that much already done and leaving more elbow room >> >> with the pay checks… >> >> It stopped raining today…If it dries up a bt, maybe I can do the >> >> yard stuff tomorrow after the laundromat…if that darn lower back >> >> pain does not come back. Dunno why that one deided to bug me. Phoen >> >> rang, I sparng from bed too fast to answer, hurt my lower back >> >> twistign something teh wrong way. Got to the phone, nothing. >> Sounded >> like when it s one of those commercal automatic dialers to >> get your >> number for survey lists:( >> >> A hot bath hlped gettign the lowerr back to feeling normal again, >> if >> I;d not try to work in the cold with that nor even try and work >> on >> floors…yet I must get things done somehow. >> >> The flu, well, the caugh is never as bad at home as it is at work >> >> given the citrus at work. >> >> But the had still feels filled with loiquids on the right side, >> and I >> feel weak physically, not strong at all, all reserves used >> up and >> energy drained. Takes patience….. >> >> Maddenign thing to be forced to stare at walls all day, waiting for >> >> the body to get back on its feet…. >> >> Saw Superman 2 this afternoon. Jad missed a short 1 minute part the >> >> ast time that I wanted to see for having missed it each time it >> >> played this week. But this time if I managed to stay awake, hey cut >> >> that very minute for an ad!!!!! ARRRRGH. So I still dunno owcome >> >> Superman who had given up his powers and was told he could not have >> >> them back, got them back anyway. Talk about an important mionute >> in >> the story to cut out –or to sleep through:). >> >> All I saw in one f the times they payed it was that he foudn a >> cristal >> that Lois had left on an ice block where she had sat. I >> figured he >> inserted it somwewhere I;d ather nt imagine;-):):), and >> it gave him >> powahs again….? >> >> I ain’t gonan atch it a fourth time just to get that lousy minute >> >> anyway. Superman 2 is boring, what’s her face was right (the gal >> who >> plays Lois). >> >> I coud not help t thin that Reeve was very lucky to get such a role >> >> as he is not very outstanding as an actor. Way to "Theatrical" a >> way >> to play but I guess that in thsoe days, superheroes from >> cartoons had >> to be played that way. >> >> Babble babble. >> >> Gonna go back to tv since no one else is lonely here on a Staurday >> >> night, everyoen being married and paired up or out on a date or >> two, >> obviously;-) >> >> La’er. >> > Im here and watching ren and stimpy >> I think they got censured here a few years ago already. >> > — > lol they did?! I have it on dvd. > —
I seem to rememebr that there was a whole issue about it. They forst played it at night. With the result that kiddo and my then bdf’s son would ake up at 2 or 3 A.M. to catch them live even if they woudl tape them:) Then they were gone nd we heard they were censured. That was in the 90s. I dunno now…. Again, I caught art of one episode a few weeks/mths ago on tv in the middle fo the nigh, so maybe they are back or maybe an episiode slipped through the censure…. I saw funnier things happen. Once, Radio Canada Televsion, he State tv that was very "correct" and was determined to so saty, bought a lil cartoon for an interlude. It was a La Fontaine Fable, "Le renard et le corbeau" (? The fox and the crow??). In it, a crow finds a pice of delicious chese, and a fox tries to flatter it thick o it gets all round and parqades and openes its beak and drops the chese. In the Fable, it works and the fox leaves wit the chese, and the moral is that "every falterrer feeds off those they flatter". I guess they saw the beginningof the cartoon and bougt it thinking it the classic Fble in cartoon, decent for any audence and any kids to hear and see then. One day, they apssed it as an interlude. Everyoen left he livign rom to get soenthign to drink but I stayed there watching it. Ad I laughed till it hurt cause the ending was changed. It had obviously been doen by Quebecers that apssed a fast oen to Radio Canada tv:). Near the end, as the fox flatters the crow thick, where the crow is supposed to happen to sing cause the fox wants it to dropp the chese it holds in its beak, telling it its voice must be even nicer than his feathers, the crow takes the chese and puts it under a wing safely and snaps back at the fox -Yo, dickhead! Do I look like a f…ing French-from-France crow to you??? Seing me punch the floor with laughter, no one believed me when they asked what was so funny and I told them. Until oen day it again played by accdent obviously and I shouted that everyoen stay in the livign room, that thatw as the very cartoon, and maybe they woudl not cut it and they coudl see what I emant. Sure enough, they all could see and ehar it and laughed with me this time. The r4et fo the conclusion was cut short as if someoen called and tod them of the big bad mistake at the end:):), but hey coudl not cut it fast enough:):) —
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Your Name Here=Harvey (k…@ing.notin.aus) writes: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> In article <dis26t$av…@theodyn.ncf.ca>, bc…@FreeNet.Carleton.CA says… >>Talk about a loneliness support ng. >>I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! >>Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making me >>supported out of lonelienss;-) >>Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. >>Just now seemign to come out of it. >>Only five weeks to go before being back to almost normal and being able >>to put some on food and stuff people need to sort of do a bit more than >>survive…. >>In fact, 4 and a half weeks:) >>Pant pant pant. >>Gawd, will I ever make ti there! Seems like it;s been forever and ever…. >>The will have to relearn how to adapt to life…. >>Rather than brace myself for survival all teh time. >>Still gotta go to laundromat tomorrow…. >>This time, it truely might be the last time I have to…. >>Yay! >>The new used machines coming in on Fiday the 28th better workl thsi time >>and keep working, for a change. >>I should know soon enough with all I have piled up of duirty blankets and >>pillows and cushions and curtains and drapes and…etc to wash. >>Started buyin small xmas pressies ahead of time. Not many, but jumping on >>things before proce gopes up, for smaller presents. The bigger oens will >>have to wait. >>But it will be that much already done and leaving more elbow room with the >>pay checks… >>It stopped raining today…If it dries up a bt, maybe I can do the yard >>stuff tomorrow after the laundromat…if that darn lower back pain does >>not come back. Dunno why that one deided to bug me. Phoen rang, I sparng >>from bed too fast to answer, hurt my lower back twistign something teh >>wrong way. Got to the phone, nothing. Sounded like when it s one of those >>commercal automatic dialers to get your number for survey lists:( >>A hot bath hlped gettign the lowerr back to feeling normal again, if I;d >>not try to work in the cold with that nor even try and work on >>floors…yet I must get things done somehow. >>The flu, well, the caugh is never as bad at home as it is at work given >>the citrus at work. >>But the had still feels filled with loiquids on the right side, and I feel >>weak physically, not strong at all, all reserves used up and energy drained. >>Takes patience….. >>Maddenign thing to be forced to stare at walls all day, waiting for the >>body to get back on its feet…. >>Saw Superman 2 this afternoon. Jad missed a short 1 minute part the ast >>time that I wanted to see for having missed it each time it played this >>week. But this time if I managed to stay awake, hey cut that very minute >>for an ad!!!!! ARRRRGH. So I still dunno owcome Superman who had given up >>his powers and was told he could not have them back, got them back anyway. >>Talk about an important mionute in the story to cut out –or to sleep >>through:). >>All I saw in one f the times they payed it was that he foudn a cristal >>that Lois had left on an ice block where she had sat. I figured he >>inserted it somwewhere I;d ather nt imagine;-):):), and it gave him powahs >>again….? >>I ain’t gonan atch it a fourth time just to get that lousy minute anyway. >>Superman 2 is boring, what’s her face was right (the gal who plays Lois). >>I coud not help t thin that Reeve was very lucky to get such a role as he >>is not very outstanding as an actor. Way to "Theatrical" a way to play but >>I guess that in thsoe days, superheroes from cartoons had to be played >>that way. >>Babble babble. >>Gonna go back to tv since no one else is lonely here on a Staurday night, >>everyoen being married and paired up or out on a date or two, obviously;-) >>La’er. > The irony of life – Superman gets put into a wheelchair.
Indeed. Irony is way too weak a word, and not qwuite it either. Tragedy is closer, maybe… I always wondered if in a way it was not a relief to nto ave to meet fans expectign hm to fly to their rescue al the time…. Or if tyo hm, the challenge was exctly like a superman conquest….Conquering the impossible…. But how so so so s hard this must have been to him….To anyone it must be so horrible:(….But to have to make it before the eyes of super expecting demanding fans….. I winder if t was a stimulant or a downer for him, the fact that fans would expect Superman to get out of it in a phone booth moment. I actually rememebr happenign to see his fall… And as he fell and did not move, saying out loud to my father then "PO lord…can you imagine if he ws paralysed? Aw, man, the awful horrible tragic irony:(". I remember watching the news to hear if he was okay…. Then a show where he was to have hs forst major public apearance where everyoen dreamt of a miracle all right and of seing the curtain open to a man walking against all odds…But nope…He was in his wheel chair….But smiling THAT big whch was worth ever so much….. I wonder hwo much those in wheelchairs found inspiration in him and his life story….I guess they coudl not say "But you donlt understand! I had a life before!", givenm that they knew what his life was like before…. > > Sonny Bono dies while skiing. (He hit a tree?)
It did not hit me as a giant being crushed, somehow (?). Maybe more like an opportinust finding opportunity knocked "head on" one time too many…I have the impression tat somehtign in his life was about opportunism and just happening to be at a certain moment at a certain time, and using others as much as the moment, wher without others nor these moment,s he’d never have been known. In short…I did not see the talent in him. (sorry to his fans). > There is some hope for spinal injuries, via stemm cells. > They don’t know how it quite works, but they are trialing it out. > We have those magic stemm cells in us, but they are so few, naturally. > Scientists zip them out of you, multiply them in the lab, and inject them > back in, but into needed areas.
What is declared for money grants is not near done just for that much. Canada declared it found a vaccine agaist aids this year. But have not heard of any vaccination clinic in the making yet eihter…;-) It will come. Maybe when we are old(er?:)). Maybe after we are gone. But oine day will come where all dna will be traced and poeple re-created to populate new planets. Sometime some thoughts about a book about their finding one more person’s dna when they will have thought they got it all or when it will only hapen once in a blue moon pops in my head… Sometiems I then think hat maybe they woudl not re-create poeple that coudl be id as Hitler and as saddists, where then maybe that will happen to coincide with their not beign "waken up for eternal life". But then again the world as it is woudl be insane enough to re-create them thinking they are grand enogh to keep them in the right path…. Unless the really get to understand all genes and what makes t so that in 37 lives, they still woudl be the exact same personalities with the same dna sequence. Will there one day be museums of horrors where the real saddists ones throughout history will be kept and fed for others to see them go through glass walls? And where would Eistein be put? In the good club or the bad one? Tlaking about irony, would it not be quite ""ironic" if science decded to put him in the "bad bunch" club…" Would they be impartial enough to even asses where to put him?;-) > > Harvey
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"Visi Caulk Mah Pnats" (T…@T.com) writes: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Eleonore Beaudoin wrote: >> Talk about a loneliness support ng. >> I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! >> Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making me >> supported out of lonelienss;-) >> Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. >> Just now seemign to come out of it. >> Only five weeks to go before being back to almost normal and being >> able to put some on food and stuff people need to sort of do a bit >> more than survive…. >> In fact, 4 and a half weeks:) >> Pant pant pant. >> Gawd, will I ever make ti there! Seems like it;s been forever and >> ever…. >> The will have to relearn how to adapt to life…. >> Rather than brace myself for survival all teh time. >> Still gotta go to laundromat tomorrow…. >> This time, it truely might be the last time I have to…. >> Yay! >> The new used machines coming in on Fiday the 28th better workl thsi >> time and keep working, for a change. >> I should know soon enough with all I have piled up of duirty blankets >> and pillows and cushions and curtains and drapes and…etc to wash. >> Started buyin small xmas pressies ahead of time. Not many, but >> jumping on things before proce gopes up, for smaller presents. The >> bigger oens will have to wait. >> But it will be that much already done and leaving more elbow room >> with the pay checks… >> It stopped raining today…If it dries up a bt, maybe I can do the >> yard stuff tomorrow after the laundromat…if that darn lower back >> pain does not come back. Dunno why that one deided to bug me. Phoen >> rang, I sparng from bed too fast to answer, hurt my lower back >> twistign something teh wrong way. Got to the phone, nothing. Sounded >> like when it s one of those commercal automatic dialers to get your >> number for survey lists:( >> A hot bath hlped gettign the lowerr back to feeling normal again, if >> I;d not try to work in the cold with that nor even try and work on >> floors…yet I must get things done somehow. >> The flu, well, the caugh is never as bad at home as it is at work >> given the citrus at work. >> But the had still feels filled with loiquids on the right side, and I >> feel weak physically, not strong at all, all reserves used up and >> energy drained. Takes patience….. >> Maddenign thing to be forced to stare at walls all day, waiting for >> the body to get back on its feet…. >> Saw Superman 2 this afternoon. Jad missed a short 1 minute part the >> ast time that I wanted to see for having missed it each time it >> played this week. But this time if I managed to stay awake, hey cut >> that very minute for an ad!!!!! ARRRRGH. So I still dunno owcome >> Superman who had given up his powers and was told he could not have >> them back, got them back anyway. Talk about an important mionute in >> the story to cut out –or to sleep through:). >> All I saw in one f the times they payed it was that he foudn a cristal >> that Lois had left on an ice block where she had sat. I figured he >> inserted it somwewhere I;d ather nt imagine;-):):), and it gave him >> powahs again….? >> I ain’t gonan atch it a fourth time just to get that lousy minute >> anyway. Superman 2 is boring, what’s her face was right (the gal who >> plays Lois). >> I coud not help t thin that Reeve was very lucky to get such a role >> as he is not very outstanding as an actor. Way to "Theatrical" a way >> to play but I guess that in thsoe days, superheroes from cartoons had >> to be played that way. >> Babble babble. >> Gonna go back to tv since no one else is lonely here on a Staurday >> night, everyoen being married and paired up or out on a date or two, >> obviously;-) >> La’er. > Im here and watching ren and stimpy
I think they got censured here a few years ago already. > —
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> Talk about a loneliness support ng. > I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!!
hmmph… I was lonely in here on Saturday night… /me stamps foot and checks watch. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making me > supported out of lonelienss;-) > Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. > Just now seemign to come out of it. > Only five weeks to go before being back to almost normal and being able > to put some on food and stuff people need to sort of do a bit more than > survive…. > In fact, 4 and a half weeks:) > Pant pant pant. > Gawd, will I ever make ti there! Seems like it;s been forever and ever…. > The will have to relearn how to adapt to life…. > Rather than brace myself for survival all teh time. > Still gotta go to laundromat tomorrow…. > This time, it truely might be the last time I have to…. > Yay! > The new used machines coming in on Fiday the 28th better workl thsi time > and keep working, for a change. > I should know soon enough with all I have piled up of duirty blankets and > pillows and cushions and curtains and drapes and…etc to wash. > Started buyin small xmas pressies ahead of time. Not many, but jumping on > things before proce gopes up, for smaller presents. The bigger oens will > have to wait.
(*shudder*) Don’t talk about Christmas shopping. It’s only October! You trying to give me a stress embolism? the horror… the horror… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> But it will be that much already done and leaving more elbow room with the > pay checks… > It stopped raining today…If it dries up a bt, maybe I can do the yard > stuff tomorrow after the laundromat…if that darn lower back pain does > not come back. Dunno why that one deided to bug me. Phoen rang, I sparng > from bed too fast to answer, hurt my lower back twistign something teh > wrong way. Got to the phone, nothing. Sounded like when it s one of those > commercal automatic dialers to get your number for survey lists:( > A hot bath hlped gettign the lowerr back to feeling normal again, if I;d > not try to work in the cold with that nor even try and work on > floors…yet I must get things done somehow. > The flu, well, the caugh is never as bad at home as it is at work given > the citrus at work. > But the had still feels filled with loiquids on the right side, and I feel > weak physically, not strong at all, all reserves used up and energy drained. > Takes patience….. > Maddenign thing to be forced to stare at walls all day, waiting for the > body to get back on its feet…. > Saw Superman 2 this afternoon. Jad missed a short 1 minute part the ast > time that I wanted to see for having missed it each time it played this > week. But this time if I managed to stay awake, hey cut that very minute > for an ad!!!!! ARRRRGH. So I still dunno owcome Superman who had given up > his powers and was told he could not have them back, got them back anyway. > Talk about an important mionute in the story to cut out –or to sleep > through:). > All I saw in one f the times they payed it was that he foudn a cristal > that Lois had left on an ice block where she had sat. I figured he > inserted it somwewhere I;d ather nt imagine;-):):), and it gave him powahs > again….? > I ain’t gonan atch it a fourth time just to get that lousy minute anyway. > Superman 2 is boring, what’s her face was right (the gal who plays Lois). > I coud not help t thin that Reeve was very lucky to get such a role as he > is not very outstanding as an actor. Way to "Theatrical" a way to play but > I guess that in thsoe days, superheroes from cartoons had to be played > that way. > Babble babble. > Gonna go back to tv since no one else is lonely here on a Staurday night, > everyoen being married and paired up or out on a date or two, obviously;-) > La’er.
yep – I’m paired up all right. I’ve got an arthritic flatualant dog to look after. /me wanders off grumbling…. (-paneon)
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In article <dis26t$av…@theodyn.ncf.ca>, bc…@FreeNet.Carleton.CA says… – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->Talk about a loneliness support ng. >I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! >Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making me >supported out of lonelienss;-) >Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. >Just now seemign to come out of it. >Only five weeks to go before being back to almost normal and being able >to put some on food and stuff people need to sort of do a bit more than >survive…. >In fact, 4 and a half weeks:) >Pant pant pant. >Gawd, will I ever make ti there! Seems like it;s been forever and ever…. >The will have to relearn how to adapt to life…. >Rather than brace myself for survival all teh time. >Still gotta go to laundromat tomorrow…. >This time, it truely might be the last time I have to…. >Yay! >The new used machines coming in on Fiday the 28th better workl thsi time >and keep working, for a change. >I should know soon enough with all I have piled up of duirty blankets and >pillows and cushions and curtains and drapes and…etc to wash. >Started buyin small xmas pressies ahead of time. Not many, but jumping on >things before proce gopes up, for smaller presents. The bigger oens will >have to wait. >But it will be that much already done and leaving more elbow room with the >pay checks… >It stopped raining today…If it dries up a bt, maybe I can do the yard >stuff tomorrow after the laundromat…if that darn lower back pain does >not come back. Dunno why that one deided to bug me. Phoen rang, I sparng >from bed too fast to answer, hurt my lower back twistign something teh >wrong way. Got to the phone, nothing. Sounded like when it s one of those >commercal automatic dialers to get your number for survey lists:( >A hot bath hlped gettign the lowerr back to feeling normal again, if I;d >not try to work in the cold with that nor even try and work on >floors…yet I must get things done somehow. >The flu, well, the caugh is never as bad at home as it is at work given >the citrus at work. >But the had still feels filled with loiquids on the right side, and I feel >weak physically, not strong at all, all reserves used up and energy drained. >Takes patience….. >Maddenign thing to be forced to stare at walls all day, waiting for the >body to get back on its feet…. >Saw Superman 2 this afternoon. Jad missed a short 1 minute part the ast >time that I wanted to see for having missed it each time it played this >week. But this time if I managed to stay awake, hey cut that very minute >for an ad!!!!! ARRRRGH. So I still dunno owcome Superman who had given up >his powers and was told he could not have them back, got them back anyway. >Talk about an important mionute in the story to cut out –or to sleep >through:). >All I saw in one f the times they payed it was that he foudn a cristal >that Lois had left on an ice block where she had sat. I figured he >inserted it somwewhere I;d ather nt imagine;-):):), and it gave him powahs >again….? >I ain’t gonan atch it a fourth time just to get that lousy minute anyway. >Superman 2 is boring, what’s her face was right (the gal who plays Lois). >I coud not help t thin that Reeve was very lucky to get such a role as he >is not very outstanding as an actor. Way to "Theatrical" a way to play but >I guess that in thsoe days, superheroes from cartoons had to be played >that way. >Babble babble. >Gonna go back to tv since no one else is lonely here on a Staurday night, >everyoen being married and paired up or out on a date or two, obviously;-) >La’er.
The irony of life – Superman gets put into a wheelchair. Sonny Bono dies while skiing. (He hit a tree?) There is some hope for spinal injuries, via stemm cells. They don’t know how it quite works, but they are trialing it out. We have those magic stemm cells in us, but they are so few, naturally. Scientists zip them out of you, multiply them in the lab, and inject them back in, but into needed areas. Harvey
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Eleonore Beaudoin wrote: > Talk about a loneliness support ng. > I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! > Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making me > supported out of lonelienss;-) > Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. > Just now seemign to come out of it. > Only five weeks to go before being back to almost normal and being > able to put some on food and stuff people need to sort of do a bit > more than survive…. > In fact, 4 and a half weeks:) > Pant pant pant. > Gawd, will I ever make ti there! Seems like it;s been forever and > ever…. > The will have to relearn how to adapt to life…. > Rather than brace myself for survival all teh time. > Still gotta go to laundromat tomorrow…. > This time, it truely might be the last time I have to…. > Yay! > The new used machines coming in on Fiday the 28th better workl thsi > time and keep working, for a change. > I should know soon enough with all I have piled up of duirty blankets > and pillows and cushions and curtains and drapes and…etc to wash. > Started buyin small xmas pressies ahead of time. Not many, but > jumping on things before proce gopes up, for smaller presents. The > bigger oens will have to wait. > But it will be that much already done and leaving more elbow room > with the pay checks… > It stopped raining today…If it dries up a bt, maybe I can do the > yard stuff tomorrow after the laundromat…if that darn lower back > pain does not come back. Dunno why that one deided to bug me. Phoen > rang, I sparng from bed too fast to answer, hurt my lower back > twistign something teh wrong way. Got to the phone, nothing. Sounded > like when it s one of those commercal automatic dialers to get your > number for survey lists:( > A hot bath hlped gettign the lowerr back to feeling normal again, if > I;d not try to work in the cold with that nor even try and work on > floors…yet I must get things done somehow. > The flu, well, the caugh is never as bad at home as it is at work > given the citrus at work. > But the had still feels filled with loiquids on the right side, and I > feel weak physically, not strong at all, all reserves used up and > energy drained. Takes patience….. > Maddenign thing to be forced to stare at walls all day, waiting for > the body to get back on its feet…. > Saw Superman 2 this afternoon. Jad missed a short 1 minute part the > ast time that I wanted to see for having missed it each time it > played this week. But this time if I managed to stay awake, hey cut > that very minute for an ad!!!!! ARRRRGH. So I still dunno owcome > Superman who had given up his powers and was told he could not have > them back, got them back anyway. Talk about an important mionute in > the story to cut out –or to sleep through:). > All I saw in one f the times they payed it was that he foudn a cristal > that Lois had left on an ice block where she had sat. I figured he > inserted it somwewhere I;d ather nt imagine;-):):), and it gave him > powahs again….? > I ain’t gonan atch it a fourth time just to get that lousy minute > anyway. Superman 2 is boring, what’s her face was right (the gal who > plays Lois). > I coud not help t thin that Reeve was very lucky to get such a role > as he is not very outstanding as an actor. Way to "Theatrical" a way > to play but I guess that in thsoe days, superheroes from cartoons had > to be played that way. > Babble babble. > Gonna go back to tv since no one else is lonely here on a Staurday > night, everyoen being married and paired up or out on a date or two, > obviously;-) > La’er.
Im here and watching ren and stimpy —
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Talk about a loneliness support ng. I must doa good jjob, I am alone in here!!!! Which must mean that the whole bunch a ya do a poor job in making me supported out of lonelienss;-) Had a rough Saturday, feelign completely major bleh. Just now seemign to come out of it. Only five weeks to go before being back to almost normal and being able to put some on food and stuff people need to sort of do a bit more than survive…. In fact, 4 and a half weeks:) Pant pant pant. Gawd, will I ever make ti there! Seems like it;s been forever and ever…. The will have to relearn how to adapt to life…. Rather than brace myself for survival all teh time. Still gotta go to laundromat tomorrow…. This time, it truely might be the last time I have to…. Yay! The new used machines coming in on Fiday the 28th better workl thsi time and keep working, for a change. I should know soon enough with all I have piled up of duirty blankets and pillows and cushions and curtains and drapes and…etc to wash. Started buyin small xmas pressies ahead of time. Not many, but jumping on things before proce gopes up, for smaller presents. The bigger oens will have to wait. But it will be that much already done and leaving more elbow room with the pay checks… It stopped raining today…If it dries up a bt, maybe I can do the yard stuff tomorrow after the laundromat…if that darn lower back pain does not come back. Dunno why that one deided to bug me. Phoen rang, I sparng from bed too fast to answer, hurt my lower back twistign something teh wrong way. Got to the phone, nothing. Sounded like when it s one of those commercal automatic dialers to get your number for survey lists:( A hot bath hlped gettign the lowerr back to feeling normal again, if I;d not try to work in the cold with that nor even try and work on floors…yet I must get things done somehow. The flu, well, the caugh is never as bad at home as it is at work given the citrus at work. But the had still feels filled with loiquids on the right side, and I feel weak physically, not strong at all, all reserves used up and energy drained. Takes patience….. Maddenign thing to be forced to stare at walls all day, waiting for the body to get back on its feet…. Saw Superman 2 this afternoon. Jad missed a short 1 minute part the ast time that I wanted to see for having missed it each time it played this week. But this time if I managed to stay awake, hey cut that very minute for an ad!!!!! ARRRRGH. So I still dunno owcome Superman who had given up his powers and was told he could not have them back, got them back anyway. Talk about an important mionute in the story to cut out –or to sleep through:). All I saw in one f the times they payed it was that he foudn a cristal that Lois had left on an ice block where she had sat. I figured he inserted it somwewhere I;d ather nt imagine;-):):), and it gave him powahs again….? I ain’t gonan atch it a fourth time just to get that lousy minute anyway. Superman 2 is boring, what’s her face was right (the gal who plays Lois). I coud not help t thin that Reeve was very lucky to get such a role as he is not very outstanding as an actor. Way to "Theatrical" a way to play but I guess that in thsoe days, superheroes from cartoons had to be played that way. Babble babble. Gonna go back to tv since no one else is lonely here on a Staurday night, everyoen being married and paired up or out on a date or two, obviously;-) La’er. —
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